I take it back... I'm going to step down

I feel like i am completely insufficient as an admin. I am a weakling, i'm too lazy to clean the place up, and i have lost interest in Violette1st themselves, to the point where, right now i actually hate them. I feel like i should just demote myself, but if i do, i will be unable to change it unless Ben or Hiroshima see fit to allow me to become a Sysop again. I think this place is also too far gone, and should be shut down.